HungryGen Worship
When I wrote this song I was feeling as defeated as I have ever felt in all my life.
I felt that I always needed to defend myself or prove myself as worthy enough. I stood in the bathroom in the middle of the day looking at myself in the mirror with tears streaming down my face and thought to myself, “no matter what I do I am still not good enough.
Who will fight for me? I’m so tired, and I can't go on.
I not only felt alone, but for a moment I thought that maybe God had forgotten about me. Maybe He was mad at me, and now I would have to suffer for all the times I had fallen short...
With the last bit of strength I had, I fell to my knees right there on the tile floor and cried out to God, and He met me in my puddle of tears. That tiny bathroom became the birthplace of this song, where I learned that I didn’t have to fight anymore.
God goes before me, and He fights my battles! Not only does He fight the battle, but He also gives me the victory as if I did all the work! He gently reminded me that I don’t have to do anything because He has the final say over my life and who I am. Whatever little I had to give that day was more than enough, because He is enough.
Alexandra Peiffer is a worship voice in the Pacific Northwest with a fierce vocal influence and immense passion to share her testimony of God’s power in her life through worship. She has co-written for the past several years with HungryGen Worship in songs like "Consume Me,” “Hosanna ,” “A Place For You," and “Back To Life” (EP).